I'm no longer hanging upside down in the car (although for sure it still fells like I am at times),the adrenaline has worn off, and a new Element has surfaced in my life. Lets stop here for a moment....
There is a question which has been toodling around in my mind since this cliff-driving experience. That question is about healing and transformation. Interestingly, my Master's thesis is on exactly this topic. I am wondering, post incident, if one (specifically me in this case) can be changed by a potentially life-changing event and if that change has anything to do with healing?

Perhaps that means not that I will become other than who I am, but that I might actually be becoming more and more of who I am. All of the parts of me that were covering over my true brilliance are rusting away and falling off (if I let them?) Perhaps what served me before no longer serves me now. And to push, to try and force the old way into service of what is now, is actually anti-healing?
Me thinks the shamanic practitioner in me has been engaged. This is the perfect opportunity for the "healer to heal thyself." We shall explore more as the story continues to unfold, as the mystery continues to unravel....